Good Evening Y’all!
First I just want to say that I really enjoyed my time in this game. I’ve had to make quite the adjustment to my busy real life schedule to accommodate this game. Hopefully, Jeff knows how much I value our friendship outside of this game for me to even participate.
Right from the jump, it was a tragedy being booted first due to semi-inactivity. I had missed a lot of what was happening the first round and when I finally went active, it was too late. That being said, I knew there would be some type of outcast twist, so I didn’t panic too much. I came back into the game with a simple 3-part strategy that would prove HIGHLY successful:
1) When you have dominant influence, rule with an iron-fist to take out future threats.
2) When in a position of low influence, ingratiate with the core and incentivize my survival to them either emotionally or with logic depending on the player.
3) When necessary, cut your losses even if those people are your “friends”.
Rule 1 only came into place during the first switched tribe where I successfully got rid of Sean whom had backstabbed me on day 1. Unfortunately, the paranoia in other players (Christy/Patricia/Mia) caused them to panic and forced me to strike them down in terms of self-defense. #MutineersDie
Rule 2 is where I shined. After joining Turuwaka, I was slated to be the very first person gone, but my buddying up with Paloma and more importantly Naonka is what ingratiated me into their tribe. I did so well that at the next TC after Cirie’s boot, Mia or Gregg were slated to leave before myself even. Similarly, after 2 mutinies and 3 tribal losses, I was once again in the minority on NuNuTu, but my immediate bond with Brenda and rekindling with Paloma helped to keep me in the game.
The defining moment for me was the merge round & its subsequent aftermath. I tried a hand at rule number 1 with the partners alliance while attempting to keep Taj & I in the middle. That obviously didn’t work... Taj is the only person in this cast that I seriously talk to on a regular basis outside of the game, and to lose her was a huge blow to me. Teresa and Naonka’s utter debacle of a merge round where they trusted people that I knew for fact weren’t going to follow through revolutionized my game. Irony eh? I still wish I had been active that day to turn the tide and keep everything in check, but everything happens for a reason.
Losing Taj, seeing the domino effect that was about to occur (Partner’s Twist) and realizing that there was never going to be a time where I could rally a faction under my direct control, I decided to switch back to Rule 2 and officially enact Rule 3 (I had previously also cut Ami loose in a preemptive way but that’s less relevant). I had to remove Teresa and Naonka from my end game plans while also reevaluate if I wanted to take Paloma to the end. Listen, I like Gina and Cirie, but I actually bonded with those three ten times more and it makes me feel a bit guilty that I had to “cut them loose” emotionally, because I like them so much. I hope they can forgive me for my indiscretions, and I also am sorry for all my outbursts about loyalty and trust. I’m one shady hypocritical motherfucker aren’t I? lol But I’m sure all you Legends know your “King Rudy” history, so I’m sure no one believed my charades anyway, right?!
I aligned with Gina/Cirie while I also worked extra hard with Paloma and Brenda. Between the 4 of them, they were obviously the core. The movers and shakers. I knew that if I made it to the end, I would have a chance at beating them sans Brenda, and all of them had an incentive to keep me. See: Brenda flipping things on Gregg. See: the vote where Brenda left. Think about it, she only was guaranteed to leave that night because Cirie/Paloma refused to vote with their alliance against me, even though it was apparent that that was the only way to keep their main alliance in tact. Had Brenda faced anyone else that night in a vote other than me, she would have survived…
Every decision I made was a conscious choice on my part and was not by accident. I’m not going to sit here and pretend that I was a dominant decision-maker. Those rights belong solely to Cirie and Gina, but what I AM going to say is that I made bonds with key players that I knew 100% would keep me here. I’ve been to the most TCs here compared to the other finalist while having the most votes cast against him. Based on my perception of the game, it really didn’t matter to me how the post-merge boot order went.
As long as the tribe was structured in a way to get me to the end with people I could beat, I just didn’t care. With Teresa’s boot, I had succeeded, because I’m confident that I’ve played a better game than all of Willard, Frank, Paloma, Cirie and Gina. Ok sorry this is a wall of text and I’m going to abruptly end it here because I’m sure you’re only going to hear a lot more from me from this point on. In conclusion, vote for me, because I’m the poster child of how to play a perfect under the radar game with the unfortunate handicap of having a not-so-UTR personality! Think about it. Despite being nervous, give me the best questions you’ve got!