How are you dealing with the chaos of this game?
How do you make solid plans in a game where everything is so crazy and changing all of the time?
Look confused?
But seriously, in a game full of chaos, you have to rely on what's constant. Rudy and Willard's dislike for each other. Teresa will throw people under the bus. Cirie will love me, Frank will love me more. Rudy, will talk to people and report back to me - of course after he filtered everything. So those are the constants. If at any point there was something that changed, be on your toes. Something is up.
Are you starting to feel the mental and emotional stress?
Nope, not yet. But it's hard to act like you are all stressed out. If my character assessment is correct, Frank and Rudy are both have Messianic complex. And would most likely save someone just because it helps their egos, and probably get some jury votes. They need a damsel in distress to save you know. I think I fit the role. So might as well just go along with it.
But really sometimes I read my PM and I squirm.
"Oh Rudy, I have nothing else left you are my rock."
"Frank, you are my constant. I have to rely on you, please."
Ewww.
Have you started thinking about how you're going to get to the end and win?
Or are you taking your survival one round at a time?
I think I have made a good enough relationship with Teresa to make sure she won't be voting me out just yet. At least not in a malicious manner. And I feel like I figure in Frank's, Cirie's and Rudy's endgame plans. They might not have the same plans, as long as I'm there, I should be fine. Same with Gina. Hard read, but she knows it's good to take me to the end. Willard and I haven't talked much. I heard he wanted to flush my idol, but no, Willard. Not yet. So I think, among all the people left, I have the most inroads to get to the end. Winning is a different topic though. I am not sure I have enough votes in that jury. Maybe Gregg? Definitely Brenda. But that's for later. I just need to make sure nothing goes wrong along the way.
Did the survey change your views or opinions on anything related to the game or bring anything to light? Any answers you found surprising?
It wasn't really surprising. It's basically just a confirmation of what I think I am perceived.
I think I got the one who you would trust with your life? I think that speaks a lot about how honest they see me.
Relationship material? I am kinda sweet, so there. And I may come off as a flirt. And I really may be seen as generally pleasant and nice person.
I also got out of her league, so yes, I am not that respected. Perhaps, it's because I haven't exactly made a big move that would pass as a big move in their standards.
I also got not all-star material, which confirms that they really do not see my game, or that they do not exactly know how I operate. Oh and I am F3 goat now! So yey!
